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Even the priests had to atone for their sins.

This struck me, reading Leviticus.

In this day and age, people are idolized, sometimes, pastors and priests and “holy” people included.

We need to be very careful about that, not just for our sakes, but for theirs too.

Pride is an ugly beast. It sneaks in when you least expect it (ask me how I know).

And as much as pride can kill a community, it certainly can take down the one who harbors it, separating them from the God they’ve deceived themselves into believing they’re serving.

I lived this life once at our previous church. I got caught up in “all the things.” It didn’t start like that. It started out with a servant’s heart wanting to serve.

But, eventually, it became about serving man and not God, and sometimes, my own ego and pride.

It’s easy to do when you’re more worried about the result than the journey God’s taking you on.

Now, I’ve learned a little something: I’m not the savior of the world (surprise, surprise). I’m His servant. And my first responsibility is to Him, my second is to my husband, and my third is to my child.

As someone very close to me (and very wise) once said, we’re to serve the church within our own home first, stewarding them as God would have us.

And when things are well there, then my heart is free to serve elsewhere, wherever God desires me to go (not where I desire to go).

More succinctly: If I ignore the log jutting out of my own eye, how can I help remove my neighbor’s?

It’s a learning curve for sure and takes time.

Good thing, we know the Guy who created it.

5 responses to “A learning curve.”

  1. TAMMY TODD CHRISITIANS Avatar
    TAMMY TODD CHRISITIANS

    Thank you. This spoke to me on a morning that I really needed to hear.

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    1. You’re so welcome, Tammy. I totally get it, friend.

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  2. Yes, and amen, Ericka. God first, and then all else we extend will slide into the way His Spirit approaches souls in this midst of this life-and-death battle around us–even the skirmishes that kick up in our own flesh.

    As we walk IN Him, we’ll have each other’s back, because He’s the rearguard of all who call upon Him.

    I think that’s why He wants us to have His mind. He’s so amazing in His care for us.

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    1. Oh yeah! I keep thinking about phrases and words “like firm foundation” and “abide,” and “rooted.” I think I’ll add “rearguard” to that list!

      He so is. Looking at all He’s done gives me so much peace for all I’m uncertain about (i.e. raising a sixteen-year-old girl in 2025 who has a couple of diagnoses). But, I know it’s already been written. I’m just waiting patiently as I get to read the rest of His story.

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  3. […] thing is, I have an issue with pride. But the other thing is, God knew this would be the case and therefore, gave me my daughter to […]

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