I deleted all my previous posts.
How’s that for minimalism?
But it’s been something that’s been playing on my heart and in my head for awhile now.
I’m not who I used to be.
I look the same. Ish. And I’m just as brilliant and incredibly humble about it.
But fundamentally there’s been a change. I’ve let the hand go of the old me, and every day I attempt to hold tight onto Christ’s.
That’s a big transformation for someone who’s no stranger to dancing on bar tops.
But I guess my feet got tired. And my daughter needed dinner. And my husband loved me too much for me to keep hating myself.
And God loved me, too.
So I took the leap and let go of everything, and I’m finally free.
And now it’s time to write about what I want to write about. What I really think God would like me to talk about.
Let go. Let God.
I’m doing that on an intense level. On a very real physical level that’s manifested itself into me clawing through cabinets and drawers, ridding our lives of the “maybe one days” and the “you never knows.”
Here’s the thing: you don’t know. You just have yourself, this moment, and God’s path for you. And that’s what the Bible keeps telling us.
And I think that living a simpler life is part of that path for me.
I’m not saying having things is inherently bad because it isn’t. But humor me for a second: what if those were the very things that were keeping us from the journey we’re supposed to be taking?
Let go. Let God.
Okay. So what does that look like? Like with anything else, it’s going to be tailored to you and to what God wants for you. So my first suggestion is my first suggestion for anything: pray.
And here are the words you say:
Lord, please lead me on the path you’ve chosen for me. Please help me to remove any obstacles that have impeded my progress towards knowing you fully and completely so that I can become the person you intended me to be.
Or something equally brilliant. Get creative.
So me? What have I been doing? Here’s a quick list that we’ll delve into for future posts as things progress:
- I’ve freed my brain from Facebook and Instagram. It gets way more oxygen that way.
- A complete overhaul of our stuff. Goodbye junk. I never liked you anyways.
- Clean eating to balance my hormones and feel better.
- Working out to balance my body.
- More books. Always.
- Reading the Bible and writing a poetry compilation as I interpret what I read. You know. Girl stuff.
- Knitting. And wondering why yarn is the devil.
- Homeschooling my daughter and learning more about her and myself, really.
- Slowly taking the natural route as far as home care, face care and body care products.
- Talking to God like I used to talk to myself.
- Breathing. Again, girl stuff.
I’m growing, learning, changing. And so are you. There’s no perfect recipe for anything. Only a perfect God.
And as I continue to find my way, seeking Him. I’d like to write about it in the process.
Brilliantly, of course.